You can never go back in time.
That's for sure. Each day passes by as if people are immortal. It's so quick, so fast-paced and so surreal sometimes.
Each day becomes a new day, although a lot of people take that for granted. I guess this 2008, I'm guilty of that. I never realized that time can either be your ally or your worst enemy. Come 2009, I'm so going to make sure that I don't waste any more time.
I won't waste possible opportunities to move to greater heights or possible time to express feelings of love, joy and happiness. I spent a humongous amount of time in 2008 brooding, cradling negative emotions and hatred.. I hope 2009 will be better. I know it will for as long as I get to handle my feelings well.
2008 wasn't a bad year for me really. It was definitely full of things that I should be proud of. 1 whole year of spending a great amount of time with Beb and having to accept the happiness, hurt, joy and pain that comes with any relationship. 2008 was THE love year. It was so full of happiness all year round and both of us are expecting a much better year ahead for the both of us..and the years that will follow.
Work wise, I had the grandest time. Opportunities to grow and mature, and I grabbed them all. Though, being who I am, who i "really" am with people doesn't give the impression that I did grow up and i did mature compared to last year.. I guess, people just have different views.
2008 was also the time of hope, of joy and still of new opportunities. I haven't had the time (or never really did go out of my way to find one) to decide and take a big leap --an out of this world leap that can be life-altering, life-changing for me, and for everyone else around me.
2009 is a new beginning and I know that those things that are left undone and hanging in 2008 will finally materialize and will come to full bloom this coming year.
HOPE. PAG-ASA. There's always room for that. Libre lang yan and I encourage every single Filipino, young and old, to always have HOPE, to always dream, to always have a goal.
That's what i've learned in 2008. Always have that dream, that hope, that goal..whether it may be small or humongous, for as long as it keeps you waking up each day with determination to work hard, fight hard and learn hard, I know it would be enough for all of us to take one small, tiny step towards whatever we dream and hope for.
Thank you 2008 for making me a better person, for learning the hard way and for giving me 365 days of endless opportunities, graces, love and happiness.. too hard to admit but I also want to thank 2008 for the grief, sorrow and hardships that came with every stumble, bruise and false risks that I made. It taught me so much, but please be gentle with me 2009. ;)
2009. 23 years old. 3 years in Meralco. 2 years with my hubsybeb. the year of the Ox. Konti na lang andyan ka na 2009 and I want to bid you HELLO and welcome. May you bring me and my loved ones a good life full of peace, happiness, abundance, success and good health. Thank you God for everything, I love you.
To everyone that I still see around, haven't seen in a while, haven't seen in a long time and still haven't met yet.. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU!!!